feel this petal –
your fingers will not know it beyond its downy silkiness
nor do bees know the petal’s velvet is brought
by the immaculate meeting of internal and external rays of light
and none of us knew this until research bees
were urged to forage in flat-surfaced mutant snapdragons
rather than flowers with the domed epidermal cells
that give the petals their texture
nor until the bees were led also to smooth epoxy snapdragons
without either colour or sweetness of scent
imagine –
all the world’s bees with their tarsal claws holding steady
on light-given velvet resting their hind legs middle legs and wings
on delphinium petals and foxglove hollyhocks
yarrow and borage
sunflowers milkweed and daisy
as for the birds they like an untextured surface
Third day in Small Town, Montana:
one flat road through Ponderosa pines
cabins, trailers, long-beard bikers
hotel, motel, casino
Make America Great Again Trump Fundraiser tonight
two grizzly bears stuffed and mounted.
Yesterday, at dusk, I disturbed
a Great Blue Heron
drawing reluctantly from the creek
an awkward rise, legs unfolding,
its grace yet present in the sleek neck
and slow effort
and I supposed, in wild nature, there could be no hurrying
no mistakes, no greed or unkindness
no taking for taking’s sake
no covenant-decreed sacrifice of others.
Then this afternoon I bought a potato-masher
at the Variety Store,
the shopkeeper’s mother
was from Leeds, England, she said
and there are too many I-ranians
coming and taking our jobs
and the President
is letting them live right next door
bringing in their bombs
and they hate us, right
so they can go right back home
and leave the jobs for Americans
for us Seniors, just trying to pay our taxes.
And to my right and to my left
men ate wild Mallard
each an entire duck blooding their plates.
Now this evening, the creek below the pines
is silver-pink
shimmering toward the dark
and I think of the river running through us
quietly asking its questions,
low, beneath thought.
I take a blindfold, lie down and listen
to a half-globe of star-green star moss,
hear dense hairs ease up, and reflecting
leaf tips brace, catch narrow fronds sly
slowing the air, slow air lip a long leaf
and I just couldn’t remember humanness
even though or especially because she died
and I wasn’t there, nor she, all so very late
while the star-green star moss sips dew
in the breath-seed between air and rock
as if in death all were air and moss and fresh
floating love and death itself dissolved
until the powder-spores are lifted high,
full-free on breezy swirls and vortices.
for Judith, i.m.