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occupies a mature plot
with extensive views over the countryside
is close to the town centre
presented to a high standard, subject
of considerable recent investment
offers a great deal of scope – equestrian but
affording comfortable family accommodation –
a secluded retreat for one
boasts security locks, takes advantage
of a west-facing garden, enjoys –
oh how it enjoys – exposed beams,
gold-plated taps, a whirlpool bath
this deceptive property – internal viewing
strongly recommended –
whichever one it is gets you inside –
will probe your bank account
insist you defend it
from woodworm and floods
years later let you go
haunted
by a pattern of cracks across a bedroom ceiling
of leaf shadows on a wall at evening
Yesterday we were discussing the queen’s little smile
in a still face, Good evening, Mr Bond,
and how then a small woman in a tight suit
was trotting meekly beside him down the wide palace stairs,
we had the illusion she was with him in a helicopter
and jumped. We loved it – the queen not standing on her dignity.
Does a queen have anything else
to stand on? Such divinity – you know?
When she visited the school next door
and the cleaners came out pushing their bicycles
their faces were shining –
She asked if we liked working here.
Now I have this feel of an old woman in her Jubilee year
being like a person standing with no expression
looking out at rain. It’s not likely she’d be thinking
how people in one part of Yorkshire set blocks of limestone
on top of walls in order to watch them dissolve
to weird shapes. It’s a strange local custom.
There’s no evidence she was thinking at all.
A small child edges sideways
left foot then right, plants each firmly
clings onto banisters
looks through and down
towards feet crossing the hall, stopping
as a door handle squeaks, voices gust out,
goes on testing how you steady a body
against wooden uprights,
looking down the vertical face of a wall.
her chest-of-drawers between two windows
unclear grain-lines under thick glass
flimsy metal handles rattle if touched
shallow drawers jerk onto unfamiliar scents
lily-of-the-valley she said but it wasn’t like flowers
a powder puff loaded with pink that clogs her skin
silk stockings she slides up white legs stretches her toes down
into the tips as if for someone else to see next to them
her knickers her petticoats
she’s downstairs now stringy arms reddened hands
poking the point of an iron into corners of pillow-cases
grey hair wild across a cheek
‘Right-hand top drawer,’ she said and I’m dithering
their left my right but to try both put my hand in
rummage for the hanky she wants
in front of the mirror which are the true eyes
those I saw her with last their backs to my shoulder-blades
or doubles staring back reversed and tricky