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Eileen Carney Hulme poems
In the nature sanctuary
everything has been recycled,
the stones and grass roof
take me deep inside myself
close to earth
closer to beginnings
I watch the candle flame
knowing it is held in grace
its leaf dish fired with love
I close my eyes –
I am sea grass
I am cosmic blue
I am protected
in this circle of light
Outside I will not
find you sitting on the bench
your book laid to rest
your morning breath tangible,
so I stay within my heart
our paths forever crossing
like nature’s miracle.
The sun exploded
in her mouth
and for a while
coloured her world orange
it was as if
she was inside out,
echoing the midnight tick
of a slow heart beat
her flame-haired lover
teased the skin below her belly,
stirred lotus petals
along energy pathways
while outside
rain climbed two floors
to sketch hieroglyphs
across chamfered window pains
if, in the next hour,
the sky darkened
like some funeral coat,
she would wear the silence
but for now
she will speak in opposites,
brush away shadows
that defined another.
I wanted to ask you
about Hesperus and early
mornings like this in the North
where the brightest star
is a talisman and a crimson lake
floats on a faraway sky
I wanted to know how
you slept and if your dreams
were white clouds trailing over
distant mountains and if your hands
held blossoms or snow
I wanted to tell you
that on countless walks
I have gathered these gifts –
leaves, pebbles, a melted
moon and three leftover kisses
from a picnic on the dunes.
Night drifts
and I feel the breeze
of summers past
the bittersweet of
orange blossom
circlets of soul-wounds
old energies in motion
Back then
we were always
seconds from disaster
explorers, searching for some truth
thunderstruck with longings
zapped with amber kisses
dizzy on a never-ending fairground wheel
I wish
I’d kept the gifts;
handcrafted bracelet and ring from India
the American photographs
when you were seventeen,
your letters, chalk and cheese of moods
but mostly the passion, serial hopes
and that one day sat on the dunes
shuffling the sunset, not mouthing the words.