last update:
20th Jun 11
photo by Joanna Eldredge Morrissey
e-mail Susan
and in the shop…
collections –
“House of Tongues”,
“De-iced”
and
“Night Toad: New & Selected Poems”,
Bloodaxe;
“The Clever Daughter”,
“Open Diagnosis”
and
“Singing Underwater”,
Faber;
stories collection –
“Roll Up for the Arabian Derby”,
bluechrome;
novels –
“Little Thing”
and
“The Key”,
Faber;
memoir –
“Driving My Father”
Faber and Basic Books, New York
as translator –
“Cold Spring in Winter”
(Valérie Rouzeau),
Arc
A darkening January afternoon.
I stand at the kitchen window absently eating
pistachios left over from Christmas; outside, a blur
of hydrangea as I slide
the edge of my nail between the curved wings of a shell.
They say sex is a kind of dying.
At a certain time of life –
you never know exactly when
or where or how fast – sex leaves.
It’s like a tide
slowly leaving a beach, imperceptibly exposing
rocks like bony fingers, hidden tongues of sand
and sometimes the rank on improbable rank
of mussels close as bristles –
millions of them, blue-black,
crowding the surface – like the teeth of combs
or petrified fur
that teases the soles of your bare feet
raw – a whole glittering expanse
of blue-black points, and, hidden inside,
that throb of flesh. As the tide recedes
a million brittle mouths lean shut.
A skeleton hydrangea bowls across the dusk,
shivers. I crack another shell open,
feeling saliva spurt
at the green thought
of pistachios, salt on my lips, shells light as paper.