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Sarah Doyle poems
“[Fallen women] are also portrayed on, or by, bridges, so explicit
did the imaginative link seem [to Victorians] between the ‘fallen’
woman and her possible literal ‘fall’ thereafter as she jumps
into the water to commit suicide.”
– ‘The Fallen Woman’ exhibition notes, Foundling Museum
Barely a shock to the cocky mud-larks raking
the river-shore for spoils. Here is a ha’penny,
here a brooch, a snapped stem of gentleman’s
pipe, carved bone clagged with clay, but still
worth the pocketing. The Thames is a pickler,
preserving the city’s detritus in its own juices,
a broth of the unwanted. And here she is, fish
out of water flopped on the fore-shore, silver
skinned and belly up, a twist of saturated skirts
making a mermaid’s tail. Hardly Ophelia, no
weedy bouquets clasped in her un-ringed left
hand, the luxury of grand gestures beyond her
grasp. A proscenium sweep of bridge keeps
her obscenity from offending a god who’d
never heard of her. There is no baptism found
in these waters. No forgiveness gleaned in the
soupy tide. Only limbs, limp; the dampness
of new death: and the river’s uncleansed bride.
Transparent as the ghost of herself,
she is the silent rush of air: knife-edged,
camouflage-mottled. She is chameleonic,
the colour of tree-bark, of old leaves,
evening skies browning around her.
She is serrated ailerons, micro-turbulence,
swallowing sound as she digests the night.
Noiseless as cloud, wings velvet-
muffled, all whispered velocity, she is
a thresher of air, spinner of vortices.
In the final, thorn-sharp kiss,
field-mouse: you won’t know a thing.
Field-mouse, you won’t know a thing
in the final, thorn-sharp kiss.
A thresher of air, spinner of vortices,
muffled, all whispered velocity, she is
noiseless as cloud-wings, velvet
swallowing sound as she digests the night.
She is serrated ailerons, micro-turbulence,
evening skies browning around her,
the colour of tree-bark, of old leaves,
camouflage-mottled. She is chameleonic.
She is the silent rush of air, knife-edged,
transparent as the ghost of herself.
I am the last of harvest,
limbs blonded brittle
by the late late sun.
I am hollow-boned
at All Hallows: reedy,
yellow-piped, stick-arms
flung cruciform open
in an embrace of gold.
I am stiff-skirted, wide
legged, fecund and
pregnant with home-
spun magic. I am
a threshing of seasons,
the safe-guarding of
plenty preserved in
my belly. I am all
the reaper’s rewards,
cut from the final
sheaf, bundled and
twisted into promise.
Such an
elegant
neck. It
curves
fleetingly
outwards into
roundness, a bulb
of blues. Piscine
scales declare
themselves
in cobalt,
balanced
on a bold
cerulean
collar. Here is a
ceramic chimney stack in
miniature, broadening round the
belly, clothed in summer’s leaves and
bristling fatly with blackbirds who sing
beneath their glaze. A potter’s hands knew
them, coaxed the wet clay of their globe,
imposed fire. Brush-tips gilded wing
feathers with flashes of purple. The
birds do not recall this. Painted
eyes look out, curious, as
their owners strain
eternally to fly.