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He woke, the red circle still impressed on his temple, put the gun away, took out a brush and for an hour and at the same hour, every day for two years Man Ray painted over and over again the memory of Lee’s lips; layers of paint like aragonite coating a piece of grit, until at last when he looked on the lovers, he could see it was finished.
Normally it is the one dark place in a well-lit town where only ghosts and cats roam, but tonight among the quiet stone rows there is a digger and a tent lit up like a big top, police at the gates and cameramen outside. Later when your black sheeted package has been delivered to the pathologist, when you’ve been winkled from your box, placed on the stainless steel table and he takes a surgical blade in his rubber gloved hand cuts from both shoulders to sternum then down to the pubic bone, peels back the skin to reveal the ribcage, will he call the photographer over “I think we’d better have a picture of this” his eyebrows raised between mask and cap, as he stares at the space behind the breastbone at that cold black cavity that should contain a heart.
And still the word hung in mid air, chill net curtain blown between us emotional crowbar wrought from where and if and how and was and as. And flew the wind in face of reason as dark the time grew with the season now near is end, speak truth is treason.
And still the word hung in mid air, looked on and laughed as shallowness drowned deep despair, doubting ivy slipped crack to crack grew here to then and then to back. Consequences slipstreamed actions released the howl of chained reaction.
And still the word hung in mid air, stared eye to eye close as fist, far from care once danced in time, owed to joy now out of space, in the void applied the brakes, supplied the friction as into every once and which way flew the inevitable contradiction.
How many cubits does the black sail cloth measure?
There, near the horizon it is as small as a pupil constricted against the sunlight.
Here, squared by my heartbeat it is as large as the dark cliff that tumbles past my eyes.
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