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Abegail Morley poems
The bathroom shrieks
as I take off my skin,
peel casing to carcass.
Tonight I remove it all.
Stepping out is easy,
it’s been coming off for days.
What a relief. It does not flatter me,
I need more colour in my cheeks.
Where are my manners?
I have not introduced you
to my skin. Look at the light
through it, at the needle pricks
from lashes sticking through
the slits of limp eyelids.
You can discover me
in my hands, a lacework of veins
you can unravel.
I am woman, I am vellum.
My bones might snap
at the gap between my lungs
and where my breasts should be.
I abandon my body to you
so you can feel its motion.
He builds a bridge and a raft.
The bridge doesn’t reach the other side
and the raft keeps taking in water.
She loves him, but that is not enough:
he leaves her
treading water until she
dives deep, swims
in slow motion, and beneath
the surface watches
the ripples on his face.
As soon as nobody is looking
she will sew the tears
to the hem of her coat
with thread that doesn’t match
so she can watch their wounds
bleed along the stitching.
She will sew them in pairs
so they can hold hands.
She won’t let a blink disturb her
and stares as he strips her judgement,
holds it up like washing
announces its dirt.
His lips, conspirators,
sticking together,
neither giving up the other.
Earlier, they sat in the pew,
cold visitors, unholy.